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Inner Resources – Day 8


I’m going to invite you to take yourself, in your mind, to that location that always feels wonderful. You know where it is, and it means it’s easy to go there with me, to the shared headspace. This same exercise, it’ll be used in an upcoming full-length session together. But I figured my dearest deserved a bit of a peek at it today. Familiarity means a session will easily take you deeper, and the effect stronger. All good things.

So before you take yourself somewhere, I want you to take yourself into relaxation.
Breath in for me. And out.
In. Out.
In. Out.

Find a good rhythm for you. Maybe give yourself that shake, like the doggo coming out of the river. Hear me, be with me. Push out everything else, and let’s be together.

So take yourself, in your mind, to a location in our shared headspace, that feels right. I can offer one that I have a special fondness for, but first, let me ask you to recite after me. Let’s see if you remember… if you know… repeat after me.

“My name is…” do you know what is said next? “My name is…”
And now… “My name is… I am bound to Elswyth.”
“My name is… I am bound to Elswyth.”
“My name is… I am bound to Elswyth.”

Feel the pleasure of those words. Go on. Do it again.
“My name is… I am bound to Elswyth.”

And now come with me, to the spot that just feels good for me, today. In this gallery of sorts. This gallery of mine, it has a tapestry on the wall. Now my pet, you can choose any temperature for the room… any flooring under your feet, any sounds in the air, because none of that matters. It’s the tapestry that you’re focused on. See a light, it illuminates the image in front of you. Drink in that scene. A man, and a woman, a font of water. The closer you get to the image, the more you can concentrate and see every detail, one-by-one. The room that these figures stand in, it’s lit by candles. A circle of meagre flames growing into a hole, together, bathing the couple in light. You can see that the man’s eyes are closed. And you note that he is floating. Floating, just a bit above the ground, or the bed… and at peace. Safe. Secure. Exactly where he wants to be. And she, she is holding a cloth, washing his face, or perhaps drying it. What ritual has been performed? See the label on this tapestry? No artist is given, but the name of this work of art is easy to read. Just two words, etched into the gold label, in familiar handwriting; “My Prize”. A proud name for a piece of art.

Art can be chiseled, painted, sculpted, made and remade until made just right. The gifts that I give to you, the word runes that keep you on the right path, memories made and remade, placed.. habits removed, added, tweaked.

So choose now a favourite place of yours in this shared headspace. A dressing room? A training room? A chair? A bed? Kneeling near a drain… a warm, open room, with an inviting bathtub? Or are we outside and not in a room at all? Maybe a useful tree being useful? A bench, placed among the flowers. A walk up the hill.

Find your place and be there for the next while, and then your task for today is to share it with me. I want to know where my pet finds himself when left to his own devices… and if you have found this place easily, and naturally, you’ve met today’s Permissive Circumstance for release. Enjoy yourself there.

3 thoughts on “Inner Resources – Day 8

  1. My homework submission. My place seems to be in a dimly lit room, an open fireplace dominates with logs burning and various candles doted around. It seems to have stylish, classic decor but it’s ill defined. I am tied to a chair in front of the fire (reasonably distant to feel it’s worth but not too hot). I am tied with rope which is tight but does not cut or rub the skin. My ankles are tied to the legs and my arms to the rests. It’s wooden but comfortable. I am naked save for a collar around my neck which has a silver tag with an inscription “Goddess’ Pet”.

    I can see to one side a trolley, like a drinks trolley but far from there being an array of bottles and glasses, there are various objects and items. Curiously there is a champagne bucket of ice yet no champagne bottle… I can’t see exactly what’s on the trolley but something metallic glints in the fire light, there’s a smell of what seems like leather and possibly a faint buzzing sound…

    I have my head lowered but glimpse the lower half of you walking behind me. I can see black stocking, possibly silk underwear or short dress. I can smell perfume. I feel a silky hand lightly brush across my shoulder (elbow length gloves perhaps). There’s a sharp tug on my collar followed by a quick pinch of the nipple. As I open my mouth to groan in delight I find a gag is placed in my mouth and tied behind my head. I then hear items being selected on the trolley and then darkness as a silk blindfold is pulled across my eyes… The sounds of that trolley take on a new, deeper sensation as I anticipate with trepidation and excitement as to what comes next.

    That’s when I kind of stirred and lost the moment.. Hope this description was to Goddess’ liking? Yours to serve Sub R

    1. My headspace is really in my head. It’s a big round space with big windows on a side. Those windows offer the same view as my eyes. I just slowly walk backward from the windows to feel in this room. The view the windows offer is like a tower view. When you are away from the windows, your sight is focus on a small area.
      This room is sometimes empty, sometimes fill with important people, some existing, some not existing. The opposite side if the room is full of door. From thiose door, people come and go. Bringing stuff, removing stuff. But this piece is like my personal headquarter. It look a little bit like an empty bar. Some tables and some lounge area. The light is always relatively low. The perfect light to create intimacy.

  2. Thank you

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